Beren89

I'm back. After all these years I've a new reflex.
And I've so much time to retrieve.

Well, life isn't all that easy, I'm sure quite all of you agree with me.
My life in this moment is really boring... And maybe in my sub-conscios (sorry if what I write is not correct, but english is not my language ^ ^) I'm making it even more boring, in some strange idea of rightousness and deserve... I deserve being alone, without anyone who trust me enough to search me for their problems, or anyone who trust me enough to let me call for her help in whatever situation.
I deserve staying all the day at home, doing what I haden't all the year, and maybe I deserve the fact I can't do it all the same.
I deserve to pass all the summer without a travel or a holiday, 'cause is this that is going to happen.
Maybe I deserve all theese things.
Maybe not.
Who am I to say what I deserve? I don't know if the answer "I'm me" is enough...
Also my "artist view", or whatever the thing that make me see scenes and views and say "this could be a nice photograph" is, is disappeared somewhere with my wishes and self-confidence, and also my camera has something wrong with it's batteries. So I'm sorry if I'm not submitting anything new.
I feel a lot useless.
I'm always here for my friends, for who needs me in a way or another, but I feel this isn't enough...
I feel I've a lot to give but can't find the way to give it to anyone...
I hope you will forgive me.

Beren89

PS Eheh, this post sounds a lot about auto-commiseration. I don't hate myself, this words are just a... fact XD Facts and thinkings ^ ^ Nothing more

See ya around ^ ^

These days are full of changes... Here in Italy not much are positives, but... Ok yes, I found myself writing a message of good luck to new President of United States. Here it is:

"'lo there.
I'm from Italy (so sorry for the ZIP code), from a city called Perugia. I know this comment here is quite a stupid thing, but I'd like to wish luck to the new President and his administration. Here in Italy we are having really a bad time with our administration, full of hypocrisies and corruption. As I can see (translate: as it appears) this new American administration looks so much different from what we are used to here. Please, don't betray who's believing in you. Don't betray us."

Well. Hoping is always right, isn't it?

Let's hope together.
Beren89

Well, finally i created my own account
Nice to meet you all XD My name is Andrea, and unless I know that all over the world "Andrea" is a female name, here in Italy is a male name, so I'm a male XD
Well I had some problems with my connection, as deviantArt had banned a large ip range, so I was banned too, taught I didn't do anything. So now that this problem had been solved I could register ^__^ Hope my stuff will like to you all

Byeeee!

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Ok, e ora passiamo all'italiano XD
Ho finalmente creato il mio account
Piacere XD Mi chiamo Andrea, e di sopra in inglese ho spiegato che nonostante in tutto il mondo Andrea sia un nome da ragazza, qui in Italia è un nome maschile, e quindi sono un maschio.
Ho avuto problemi con la mia connessione, dato che deviantart aveva bannato un vasto ip range, e quindi ci sono finito in mezzo anche io, nonostante non avessi fatto niente. Quindi ora che il problema è stato risolto mi sono potuto registrare ^__^ Spero che la mia roba vi piaccia

Ciauuuu!


Beren89