Well, life isn't all that easy, I'm sure quite all of you agree with me.
My life in this moment is really boring... And maybe in my sub-conscios (sorry if what I write is not correct, but english is not my language ^ ^) I'm making it even more boring, in some strange idea of rightousness and deserve... I deserve being alone, without anyone who trust me enough to search me for their problems, or anyone who trust me enough to let me call for her help in whatever situation.
I deserve staying all the day at home, doing what I haden't all the year, and maybe I deserve the fact I can't do it all the same.
I deserve to pass all the summer without a travel or a holiday, 'cause is this that is going to happen.
Maybe I deserve all theese things.
Maybe not.
Who am I to say what I deserve? I don't know if the answer "I'm me" is enough...
Also my "artist view", or whatever the thing that make me see scenes and views and say "this could be a nice photograph" is, is disappeared somewhere with my wishes and self-confidence, and also my camera has something wrong with it's batteries. So I'm sorry if I'm not submitting anything new.
I feel a lot useless.
I'm always here for my friends, for who needs me in a way or another, but I feel this isn't enough...
I feel I've a lot to give but can't find the way to give it to anyone...
I hope you will forgive me.
Beren89
PS Eheh, this post sounds a lot about auto-commiseration. I don't hate myself, this words are just a... fact XD Facts and thinkings ^ ^ Nothing more

See ya around ^ ^
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Ciao Duck!!!come te la passi
Magari ora già che ci sono esploro un po' la tua e lascio qualche commento
Un bacione dalla spacciatrice cocainomane
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